Sabotage

Sabotage

This feels right, this feels amazing

Wait, there is a catch right

He is going to hurt me

He is going to disappoint me

He is manipulating me

That’s what happened in the past

different face, different body

same intentions

Maybe I’ll play this game with him just so I know

Let’s see if he passes these tests

Make it difficult for him

Even though he makes my life easy and loved

Break that mindset I was told

I’m blocking my blessing with that same old

fearful mindset

That keeps me upset

God has brought you too far to go back and

be in that mind frame of disappointment

Enjoy the blessing

Stop second guessing

You test him

You lose him

The one who wanted you for you

Now you sabotaged a good man

That would have been around the rest of your lifespan

That connected with you

Now he’s gone, no one to turn to…

Sabotage

©Nichole Nichole

“Do not sabotage your new relationship with your last relationship’s poison.”

-Steve Maraboli-