Mental Despair

Mental despair

Abyss of dark emotions

Drowning in insecurities

The thought of, am I good enough

The image of failure

I know I am

Because someone said I am

The destruction of my tiny smile

Crushed by no compliments and never being loved

Grim Reaper take my mind

I’m absence to life

Loss hope to LIVE!

WAIT!

A flashlight please,

help me see the light even if just a glimpse, so I can push forward.

A dark gross pungent hole I can’t get out of, crawling and crawling to reach the light to save myself from mental despair…

~Nichole Nichole

“Nothing in this world can torment you as much as your own thoughts.”